April 10, 2000
Happiness
age: 31
gender: female
I have spent the past five years of my life in a rut.
I have actually been very happy and content with my life, but I have also been alone. Recently, I met a wonderful man who seemed to be everything I've wanted in a partner. Yet, I am no longer happy the way I was before.
I am no longer happy in my job as I was before, I am no longer happy with my personal life as I was before, I am no longer happy with myself the way I was before.
None of this is coming from this man, but meeting him has triggered something that I have hidden away for five years.
The life I have lived so happily is not the life I've actually wanted.
Where do I turn?
What can I do?
What is my destiny?
What is my future?
Meeting an incarnation of the InnerMale (or InnerFemale) is guaranteed to bring you to an experience of the fact that we're rarely in tune with the soul. Traditional Chinese Medicine is one of the ways that this issue is given a practical solution. In the West, however, there is only the existential angst that accompanies such experiential revelations. Fortunately, we have a very wise and powerful source of healing within our own traditions...however it's so anti-establishment as to be considered absurd by most people. In the Middle Ages it was called Alchemy. In the 20th century it was called Analytical Psychology. Now it's just known as Jungian Analysis.
You'll need your intuition, creative imagination and an open mind to get through this and find out how to put your life back into harmony with your soul...or the Tao. Follow your dreams, and learn to understand what they're telling you. I don't have the answers to your questions...your dreams do.
kristo