June 11, 1999
Aquarius
Will I gain back my dear feeling of confidence and deep inner pride and respect in my present incarnation
...BORN*22.JANUARY.1950.16:30.Kishinev-city,MOLDOVA. Now living in Toronto, Canada.
With respect & gratitude...
For a poet (and Intuitive) like yourself.... (anyone with a Pisces Moon at the M.C. is missing something if there's no room for poetry and intuition in their lives).... the words: confidence, pride and respect have a depth of meaning that is not so apparent from the surface. In fact, for a poet to use them is something of an indication of indecision and loss of confidence. The indication is that here are two ways to go in life at this point. One, is to lose oneself in the sense of being overwhelmed by the degree of change that, once again, is being forced upon you. You could retire to that inspired 4th House and become a contemporary Emily Dickinson. An intellectual and artistic success...but a human being lost in the fog of a personal, Piscean tragedy.
The other alternative, is to go in the direction you're really headed in...that is...allow yourself to feel unsure. That's the direction that's more Arian than most of us imagine. All too often, confidence is just an indication that we haven't stretched ourselves beyond what's comfortable. To have the North Node of the Moon in Aries indicates a need to test your courage. You're simply a soldier who is usually frightened before a battle...and that sense of fear is one of the most useful psychic tools available. It lets you know that you're in the right place.
There are some interesting transits going on in your chart...the most powerful might be that Pluto is flirting with the cusp of your 6th House. This indicates tremendous changes in routine, job and responsibilities. How could you not feel like you've lost some of that usual sense of well-being.
You're not meant to gain back the old, dear feelings...you're headed for newer and more appropriate feelings of well-being that will come out of the changes that are meant to be. The transition is never easy.
kristo
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